My Christmas and Newyear plan

My plan for Christmas and Newyer's days are... actually not sure...
I'm still studing for TOEFL to study abroad. However I don't think my reading and listening power are getting better... Sometimes I say myself like "I can find something other thing except study abroad..." But to study abroad is one of my big dream, so I wanna make it sure.
For that reason, I can't go home during Christmas day nor Newyears day even if I want go home... I know that if I go back to my hometown, I don't study. I wanna hang out with my friends, meet my granma, parentes, sister, and relatives, but....
I don't have either Christmas day nor Newyears day this year. I have 2 chances to study abroad till January 18th. I DO my best....
I hope my Santa Claus gives me good present... that is, the TOEFL score... lol